The verdict is in....

I am offically not pregnant. I hate this torture.

We are going to take a break this cycle as the $$ are just not spare and it is Thomas's Birthday around when all the madness will take place. I want his first birthday to be special, not with a mother who is in too much pain to look after him or enjoy his special day. I also do not want to be due to have a baby around my Birthday. Selfish, yes, but hell birthdays are ment to be a little bit selfish.