Poundering

Love, life, Marriage, change and forgiveness. How does one find forgiveness for something when you have to keep forgiving the same thing time and time again? Do I just try and live with what now seems to be one of his flaws? I mean afterall it is not something physically harms me. Just makes me incrediably mad. How does one stop being mad? What do I need with in me to get over the hurt and anger I am feeling right now? Will I stop being mad and be able to love again? These are all the questions I am poundering, crying and feeling confused about right now. I know there is such thing as the seven year itch, but I never expected this crazyness on our 7th wedding anniversary.